hey "chippy" or puko, or booboo w4m
I really really, really miss you. I tried and tried to tell you this through randomness but I can't be sure I actually reached lucerne MO housewives personals you. So here it goes: I hope you get every single word. First on my list is thank you! I am eternally grateful to you. You turned my life around. I am nowhere near the selfish, weak, mean, scared, or indecisive girl I used to be! I am not sick anymore. It's such a big deal because I couldn't have done it without you. I am finally comfortable in my own skin. Comfortable being alone, facing my fears, demons, the darkness, and the trauma of my past. I have peace and happiness. I am finally happy! Timing has a way of making me wish I would have experienced this when we were together. But I am so happy! Not only that but I am going after my dreams and pursuing my future! It's all thanks to you! But I am only sad to not know you anymore Scott. There isn't a day that doesn't pass that I don't wish you well and/or pray for you. I kept trying to find a way to reach you because having this inside me was driving me nuts. I want only to be friends and I don't understand why you run. I have nothing but love for you in my heart. I can understand actually why you run from who I was before. I wasn't a nice person. I didn't even like me. But your association with me in this life has made me a better person. If you're with another woman I wish you both bliss and joy together. There is no ill will at all. There is only peace. We had a deep connection. One that goes deeper than this life... And one that transcends the bounds of space and time. I accept you for who you are and I beg your forgiveness for treating you how I did (I am not too proud to beg in person either). I beg you to see the impact on the new me you had a hand in, and I apologize for this timing. I care most deeply I would want pain myself before you felt any. Lastly, I am sorry for testing you. I know now I only did it because I had been treated like dirt my whole life, when I was sexually abused from 5 to 19 years old by my dad. I guess I started to believe I was dirt. You were kind, heartwarming, sincere, special and a sweet man and I have never known a man like that before. I didn't think you were real or that I deserved you. At that point I needed to face the memories of the molestation, this is why I pushed you away intentionally. Many of those memories I had blocked out in order to keep myself safe. I am sorry I couldn't have been a better wife, partner, lover, and friend for you. I hope we can start from here on as friends. Nothing more to say than me to try to be the kind of friend you were to me all along. Your leaving me did help me too. I just want to see you as a friend. Please , I wonder how you are doing and what's new in your life. Are you as happy as I am? I hope so. I will be there for you finally, if you let me.
your friend--muffy tuffy or pooks...
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Are You The Fisher or The Fish?
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