To my "Smiley Face" -re: midnight rides back home.. (m4w) w4m
As I've only started looking at these posts a few days ago, I was curious to see how people express what they feel. After looking at so many of them, I stopped on yours (midnight rides back home.. (further up than here) I wish they were still occuring.. I wish things never changed.).
Since many titles and entries sound familiar to us, the ages or locations don't match with you, but this one without age/location, and since I am further up than where you are, I wonder if it is from you. Especially you, working such LONG hours, meetings and everything else in between, I don't think you have enough time to sleep, let alone be on CL and post something...
But if this is from you , I just want you to know that I feel so EMPTY... I miss the warm sound of your voice, the tenderness in your touch, the chuckle in your laugh, your wonderful smile that brings me up in the clouds and everything else I feel when you are next to me... all of these, and MUCH MORE, help me forget all the hurdles along the way...
I try to contact you every once in a while, but to no avail... It's been a few months since I've heard from you I wonder... Is he OK?? I also question myself.... does he think of me once in a while??
I've been wanting to write to you, but was afraid of getting stuck AGAIN near that bucket under the trees... ;o) I guess this is probably the only way I have of letting you know how I feel... but then again, are you the one I'm sending this to? If it is you, PLEASE let me know, somehow, whichever way you can, how you are, what caused things to change and stop you from those 'midnight rides'... Is this more than a 'left turn'?? I wish I could be there to help you with whatever hurdles YOU are going through!!
If by replying to this post is your ONLY way of getting in touch with me, just write my 'special' number you teased me with a few times in the subject line... ;o) Otherwise, I hope you still have my regular number and let me hear your soothing voice again...
Until then... don't work too hard... PLEASE, ALWAYS be careful on the road.... keep smiling... sweet dreams...
Yo quiero mucho.... *SWAK*
ps... I always believe that good things come to those who wait...